Song: For the praises of man, I will never ever stand

I'm surprised I'm still functioning properly. I have been sleeping about 4 hours a night since Saturday.

It snowed here the other day. I'm still waiting for spring. I think this winter has been 6 months long already.

I'm getting set up with a guy. Help! You know, I think I've been out of the dating scene for so long that I've lost whatever moves I've had. Ha! But anyways, it's some guy that my unni at work is friends with. Well he's more her dongseng. I think he's about 4-5 years older than me, he's studying to be a CPA and he just recently bought a house. That's all I know of him. Oh yea and he's kinda quiet and he hasn't had a girlfriend in a long time. That worries me a little. The quiet part. I'm not good with quiet people. Oh well, we'll see. I'm supposed to meet him on the 26th. I set that date cuz I'll be busy with the concert until then.

Speaking of the concert, I don't think I've ever been this busy or had this little free time. I barely have time to sleep. I wonder how it would be to live my whole life this busy? I don't like having too much time on my hands anyways so I will kinda miss the busy-ness once the concert is done. Oh but after the concert I'm going to take up electric guitar so that will take up some time. I'm also thinking of learning some kind of martial arts. So far I've thought of Tae Kwon Do, Hapkido or Kickboxing. Any suggestions, ideas, opinions?

Sunday was Peter's (my ex that got crazy drunk and caused a ruckus at the bar) birthday. We hadn't spoken since that night of the bar incident. Well he had called me that next day but I was too mad and didn't wish to speak to him. He never called me again and I didn't either. It's been 8 months since then. I sent him an e-card for his birthday. I'm not good at holding grudges, I never was. My pride kept me from calling him during the 8 months (why should I call when he was the one that did wrong?) but I've realized now that it's stupid. I don't really expect anything back from him. Maybe he could be mad at me for never calling, who knows. But at least I made contact and let him know that I don't have any hard feelings for him. I sincerely do hope he's doing well.

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