Song: Wonhago wonmang hajo, geu dae mahn eul...

It's interesting when a cute guy likes your friend...even more so when she is interested in him as well but knows that he is not the one she is looking for because he is not of the same race as her, which is what she is looking for at this point in life. She is looking for marriage potential and, race-wise, he doesn't fit the bill. What makes the story even more interesting is when you think the guy is totally hot and you would have no problem whatsoever dating this guy. Regardless of his race. Such a waste, no? =)

On to a totally different subject...

I am the obstacle between me and any guy that comes along at this point and time. I do not allow myself to get close to them. I constantly, without even realizing it, compare them to you. (Btw, "you" is not the same guy mentioned in the above paragraph). I cannot imagine looking at someone else the same way. I cannot imagine myself in any type of relationship, whether it be romantic or purely sexual, with anyone else but you. What is this strange hold you have on me? Why is it that you are the only person that I can imagine totally adoring without any fault? I really wonder about it.

Remind me to ask you to give me my heart back.

Sometimes I curse myself at being so honest with myself. Oh, to lie to myself and make myself feel better at least. White lies do help sometimes don't they? But I guess you can't really ever lie to yourself.

This is honesty at its finest moment.

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