Song: Want to vanish inside your kiss

Dream scribble (Wed night): jen and i are supposed to go out with a couple of guys but we are running late so to save time we take a shower together. with our clothes on. but the clothes dont get wet at all. and the shampoo wouldn't lather at all for some reason, not matter how much we used. so afterwards we are doing our makeup in front of the mirror when someone keeps banging on the bathroom door, trying to get in. i open it and see that it's LOSER and jen has turned into L. LOSER is this guy that is in love with L and keeps harassing her and is totally pathetic. so i get really really pissed off and go into my kitchen and get a big knife which i point at him all the while yelling and cursing for him to leave her alone. he's still crying and blubbering while i point the knife to his throat and walk towards him. he backs up and i get him downstairs to where he lives with a bunch of other guys. one of the guy's name is arik. for some reason that was pointed out to me in the dream that his name wasnt erik but arik with an a. so i yell at arik to keep LOSER away from us. arik apologizes and takes him inside and closes the door. the end.

As one of my friends would say, "I told you to stop smokin' that shit!" My dreams are not drug induced, I swear! I think that's actually scarier than if they were.

I went to happy hour again last night, what a surprise! Place was nice but disgustingly packed. Here's another pic. I came out horrible in this week's pics!! But I still have to share. =)

I've been talking to one of the guys I met at one of these parties and we actually hung out last week and met up again last night. He seems pretty nice. One of those people you can have fun hanging out with and that doesn't necessarily have to be romantic thing. He's also a cutie so that doesn't hurt either. =)

No pic today. Nothing much else to write also except for this, which was written on Tuesday night right before bed.

Sometimes I still miss you. Tonight I closed my eyes and as I waited for sleep, you came to mind. I missed you but now in a sad way. I recalled the way that shy smile crept up on your face when I kissed you. The way you used to look at me as I drove, almost in amazement that we were finally together after all those years. How you used to give me sudden hugs while we walked down the street. And how you missed me the moment I left your side.

I remember the exact shape of your hands and how perfectly they fit the curve of my waist....just like the way you smile fit the curve of my heart.

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