Song: I smell sex and candy

Dream scribble (Saturday night): went to a bar or lounge of some sort. it was korean. my friends and i went. it was run by gangsters. and i was drugged and made to work for them. having to do "hostess" type of stuff. drink with the customers, dance and all that. sleazy stuff. and they put a huge tattoo on my back, which is like a mark that i am one of their girls. i must be in korea because i cant leave because of the shame that i've already done all this and have that mark on my back. i try to leave but they keep me drugged up a lot. i have a lil sister at home who misses me and some guy that loves me and at first they dont know where i am. and later the guy finds out that i'm working at that place but was told that i am willingly working there and that i dont want to leave. he tells my lil sister as best as he can (she is only 6 or so). i find out that they think im here because i want to and i am sad. i cant leave and i cant get word to my family that i am here against my will.

another dream....i am at some sort of wedding or party. a reception. in a restaurant. for some reason i am ballroom dancing with josh. haha! which is really weird as i have never ballroom danced before but he knew how so i just followed his lead and we were pretty good!

I am SO tired today after an exhausting weekend of church. Special event coming up had me at church for about 11 hours yesterday! OH. MY. GOODNESS. One thing I found out about myself...if I get too tired I get delirious and crazy. I started laughing at everything. Anyways I'm off to fill my belly. This lil church girl is starving!

Here's my first pic from my new digicam! Taken that fateful night when I lost the camera. It's a pic of my drink of choice for that night. =)

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