Song: Your face I've memorized, I adolize just you

Randomness: Josh Groban has an amazing voice.

Cramps and backaches kept me from a good night's sleep. Which led to me staying home today and then waking up so late in the afternoon. What a weird feeling, finding myself still in bed on a Monday afternoon. I should have gone out today to run some errands but hey, you aren't really in the mood to go out if you're still in your pj's at 3PM. So I stayed home and caught up on some DVD's. The Green Mile, Training Day and Blade to be exact. I never got around to finishing those movies cuz I fell asleep (The Green Mile & Training Day) or I had to leave to buy dog food and rush to church before it was too late (Blade). The Green Mile actually made me tear and that means a lot. Training Day made me hate and love Denzel at the same time. Blade was just fun.

Being in limbo is sometimes hard. Neither here nor there. It's like being on a rollercoaster, with all its ups and downs. Maybe not ups and downs. More like plateaus that dip into valleys. The waiting. The indecision. Being in limbo is hard, but letting go is harder. I'm scared of the chance that I may lose everything once I let go. How ironic this sounds coming from someone who believes everything happens for a reason and that if something is meant to happen then it will regardless of what you do. But I'm a walking contradiction anyways. So I'll just wait.

Hi to Mark and Donny (whose site I haven't been able to get to the last few days. Grr!)

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