Song: She's a brick and I'm drowning slowly

I cannot bend over backwards and change my actions to please everyone. Some people need to be catered to. Most of the time, I wouldn't even bother. But when it's someone younger than me, a dongseng, I kinda feel that I need to. Because they're so young. But at the same time I feel that I shouldn't. They can't grow up thinking that people have to change for them or do for them all the time. Aahh, it's the whole unnee/nuna dilemma. I will try my best to make them comfortable and feel better but I can't completely do all the work. They need to get up and move their ass too, not just sit there and expect to be catered to their feelings. Aigo, I'm rambling.

So I took that Colorgenics thing. Here are my results. Don't know if I agree or disagree with them though.

"You have always longed for tenderness, love and a sensitivity of feeling into which you would like to blend. You are a very gentle warm person and responsive to "All things bright and beautiful". This personifies a caring person... A person who "needs" and indeed "needs to be needed".

You are a true extrovert, frivolous and outgoing. You need to feel in control of any situation. If matters are not proceeding according to plan you tend to get extremely irritable and perhaps become difficult to live with.

"Compromise" is the name of the game at this time...and it is the only way by means of which you can avoid being deprived of the love and affection you so rightly deserve...so soften up a little.. be flexible.

You are presently experiencing excessive stress as a result of self-restraint. You act and think differently from the common herd and you want to be liked and admired for yourself and to associate with people who feel and act as you do...Because of this need to be self-reliant and to break away from mediocrity, you are finding this situation most uncomfortable and you are experiencing considerable anxiety ... perhaps even more than you feel the capacity to cope with. You need to find a "soul mate". Someone whose standards are as high as your own. But where? Keep on searching... The situation is uncomfortable and you would like to break away from it, but you refuse to compromise with your opinions. You are unable to resolve the situation because you are continually postponing the making of necessary decisions. You are stubborn... but this is no deterrent to a happy life ...So why drop your standards ... Think positively ... everything will work out.. It has worked out successfully for you in the past ... and it will again in the future.

The tensions and stresses that you have experienced of late have been the result of trying to cope with conditions which are really beyond your capabilities. You feel completely inadequate to cope with the situation and you would like nothing better to escape from it all ... and to be able to relax in a problem and pressure free environment where you can do your thing."

On second thought, I do agree with a lot of it.

Boy, do I have a full day tomorrow. Off to the doctor's early in the morning, then lunch for jundoman for his bday, then praise team practice as usual at church, then off to a surprise bday party.

This is hilarious! Listen to the lyrics carefully.

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