Song: "Kiss me, out on the moonlit floor"

Monsters Inc was SO DAMN CUTE!!! Oh my goodness, I was giggling throughout the whole movie. Sullivan looked so fuzzy and soft that I wanted to touch him. And the lil girl was too cute! Peter said she reminded him of me. And Jen said, "Yea cuz she's this short thing with big eyes!" Yup that just about sums me up. Ha ha~

I am so hungry today! If I drink the night before, I'm starving the next day. I wonder why? Does anybody know? Maybe Dr. Oppa does?

Anyways last night was another night of fun drinking for Key. After the movie, Peter and I met up with Jen, Dave and Jen's friends Michelle (whom I've met before) and Annie (who I haven't). Boodae Jjigae at Northern Northern is so good!! Especially with some soju and beer. Yes once again it is confirmed, Key is an alcoholic. I've recently started drinking San Soju which I really enjoy because it doesn't have that harshness of regular soju. Nice! I'm trying to cut down on the beer cuz it's just too filling. So that's why I'm starting to drink soju when I go drinking now. Anyways I'm starving!!

2:01 PM

Yvonne thinks I am in love with Peter but in denial about it. She wonders when I'll finally admit it to myself. Sometimes I wonder...

By the way Clever Phil, I wasn't trying to hide his name by writing P. I was just being lazy. Heh heh~

I eat my pizza, and most other foods, with a knife and fork. I don't like to get my hands dirty. People make fun of me about it all the time. Like just now in the kitchen. We had pizza and everybody was looking at me and teasing me for using a knife and for eating so slow. I don't care. I'm, as Yvonne likes to put it, prissy. I'm not prissy, I'm just girly. Funny how I'm so "feminine" when it comes to outer things like the way I eat or dress or speak, but emotionally I am "masculine".

Exactly 1 month left until my birthday. I want someone to throw me a party! =) I've always wanted to have a surprise party thrown for me but it never happened. And it's not like you can tell your friends to do it for you cuz that totally defeats the purpose of a surprise party. I love surprises. Sometimes I miss not having one big group of friends that I regularly hang out with. I have small groups of different friends so it's hard to get everybody together, well, because they don't really know each other. I wonder what I'll end up doing this year. I always have such high expectations when it comes to my birhtday because it's my birthday damnit!! =) It's my day so things better go the way I want! Gosh that sounded unbelievably selfish, no? Muahahahahah! I am evil like that.

To answer someone's question....What I write here is solely for me. There are 2 people that I know in real life who read this journal but I don't write anything in here for their purpose. This is not a way for me to say things to them without actually having to tell them. My thoughts, opinions and feelings go into this journal and I put them here for me to reflect back upon. There are things in here that I had wanted to delete, moments I wrote about that were hard for me to admit to myself. But if I erased them, that would be me not being honest with myself. And as everybody may know, I am a total advocate for honesty. Brutal truth! =D I hope this answers your question.

Today's entry is a big jumble of thoughts haphazardly thrown together....I like it.

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